how many of these am I going to write? how many of these am I going to write? how many of these am I going to write? they are static they are how many of these am I going to write for myself? how many of these am I going to write only for myself? when is the time the time the time the time the time the time the time the time the time the and you want someone else to tell you and you want someone else but it's your choice it's yours what are you waiting for? they keep coming out yes they are simple (I´m still) not as simple as filler (here) are they really worth sharing? (I´m still) no I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I don't want to start thinking I´m still here I still care

sitting around there's processing to do after years and years and years of listening to desperate attempts strapping attempts to conform to don't feed me don't feed me don't feed me don't feed me oh and there's one for us all one for us all because they all want us to ride on their best wishes ride on their best wishes don't feed me don't feed me don't feed me don't feed me

I found the sunny corner push my mattress to the wall bask in the light bask in the light bent knee draped over bent knee dangling pulsing feet reminding me of my insides reminding me of my insides I´m sick of comparisons I´m sick of standards I´m sick of the compulsion to agree I´m sick of you I'm sick of me I'm sick of these four walls keeping me in from the green I can't feel my insides I can't feel my insides remind mind mind mind can't feel my can´t feel can't can't can't feel my insides can´t feel my insides I can't feel I can't feel my

why won't you use it why won't you just do it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you go it you're caught in your own contradictions aren't we all? but I still want to see you use it use what you got use what you got use what you got use what you got ya you got it you got it you got it I´ll tell it to you over if that's what you need if that's what you need but I think you'll know when you need to you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it time spent time spent time spent justifying your preferences for sometimes we need to be shown but when you're shine blocks my drive puts my desires behind your fixed your stubborn your confident your easy but what about your body what about MY BODY MY BODY MY BODY MY BODY my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body how will I know how will I know unless I how will I know how will I know unless trust in your voice why won't you use it why won't you just do it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you go it you're caught in your own contradictions aren't we all? but I still want to see you use it use what you got use what you got use what you got use what you got ya you got it you got it you got it I´ll tell it to you over if that's what you need if that's what you need but I think you'll know when you need to you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it you need to do it time spent time spent time spent justifying your preferences and sometimes we need to be shown but when you're shine blocks my drive your fixed, your confident, your easy but what about your body what about MY BODY MY BODY MY BODY MY BODY my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body my body how will I know how will I know unless I how will I know how will I know unless trust in your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice your voice

are you wearing what you wanted to say? am I singing about the right things? have I lost you yet? attention waning voice refrains thinking about my voice refraining singing the same thing in another way should I strive for clarity? should we brush it off? turn the bass up or pick up another copy the next edition it's your decison attention waning voice refrains let's try again are you finding what you wanted to say? am I singing to fill or empty? have you lost it yet? tension waning finding clear through floundering and avoiding your volatility your vulnerability are affecting and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up and fueling me up fueling me up!

drifting for far too long I´ve been trying so hard drifting and singing songs I know I've too long I've been trying hard to hide my eyes my sorrow but babe I know they'll come back round tomorrow I've never seen such pretty eyes such compromise such shadow hanging round I've never known the beauty of the empty mind forgive me forgive me I´m trying all the time forgive me forgive me I am the enemy I am the enemy I´m nothing without me